" I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe
As I sit here and write this, it is 10 May 2010. Three years that my beloved hubby passed away. Initially, this was a day of not just deep sorrow for me but also bitter regret, because of a decision I had made and the way events subsequently unfolded. However, after 5 years and some purposeful reflection, I have come to understand that everything happens for a reason and that my decision was for the best at that time.
Life is all about decision and the choices that we made at the end. If we had known the fruits of our decision, life would just be so simple, wouldn't it? It is the uncertain that make life so exciting and worth living for.
5 years on, my regrets are still with me. However, I prefer to not dwell on this and focus on living in the present. Circumstances have mould me into a stronger person. I have witness humans ugliest and God Grace in my life. I learn that nothing is forever. You will lose a lover deep love within seconds, a kinship love can be broken once the trust has been betrayed. Only God love is forever. While I do continue to see the goodness in people and believe that love is out there for all of us,I stay strong to know that I have God love forever.
